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Well, I’m in the lab again. I don’t get to watch the end of Dude, Where’s My Car? I mean it’s my DVD so I can watch it whenever I want, but it’s not the same watching 2/3 of a movie and then having to walk away. You’re in the story, you’re involved. Oh well, it’s my job to manage the lab and make sure it is operational, if that means walking out on a movie to man the front desk, so be it.
I hate paying bills… They make me feel grown up, but poor.
I was looking at 
Heather’s LiveJournal and I noticed the comment she made when I said I’d be okay with her cooking less meat around the house. We had some vegi-bean quesadillas last night that I thought were awesome. We were supposed to have skillet red beans and rice, but the rice was all moldy. I can’t remember what’s on the menu for tonight, but I just have to say, I much prefer having a weekly menu of planned meals than the blind question “what are we going to try to hodgepodge together tonight?” I’m going to do my best to encourage Heather and let her know that I really appreciate the effort she’s putting into a weekly menu. This is the first week, so we’ll see how it carries on in time.
I’ve started searching for other Dentonintes, and if they interest me, adding them to my Friends list. Can’t say if they’re going to stay there, I may get so sick of seeing strangers post on my Friend’s page that I delete them all. I’m just in a wierd mood right now and want to feel like a lot of people are interested in me, and since I can’t get on other people’s friends lists, I thought I’d go ahead and put people on mine.
If I didn’t feel like I was forgetting something, I’d so go home early today. I think I may still be thinking I have to do some more classroom orientations today, but they I did two and the third and fourth were both canceled/rescheduled. The one I was supposed to do tonight was canceled (thank god) because the class itself was canceled, it didn’t make. I’m sorry for the students that needed the course, but my throat appreciates the break. The orientation I was supposed to be doing in half an hour got, uh rescheduled to an hour and a half ago? Okay, really it got canceled and an orientation for a different class was scheduled. I’ll be doing that one on Friday at noon.
I’ll be here all week ladies and gentlemen, be sure to try the veal.
Things are going a bit better, but then they always do after crazy monkey sex. I think I have an optomism cycle I go through. When Heather and I are able to actually get things in sync, I’m usually good for a week or so, I’ll make comments and try to create opportunities, but I’m not overly put off by rejection. After a week or so, I start to feel like rejection is the status quo and I start to feel desperate and dejected. If it goes on for more than two weeks, then I start to feel nihilistic and that things are going to only get worse. If we make it past three weeks, we usually get in a big explosive fight which, while we do not have make-up sex, per-se, we usually seem to temporarilly resolve our issues in the next day or so. And then we start all over again. Maybe this is the cycle of our lives and I just need to learn to accept it.
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I wish I was a paying member of LiveJounal. I keep running into things I can’t do because I can’t afford $25 a year right now. poop. Someone out there want to sponsor me? Not that anyone really reads my tripe anyway.
I try not to talk about my problems with Heather in my livejournal, but I feel like I have to say something since I haven’t said anything since last night when we went to bed angry. Don’t they say never go to bed angry? Oh well.
Well, a cable guy came by to try and figure out why we haven’t had internet access in almost three weeks. He gave us a new cable modem, even though we weren’t renting the one we had. We had bought one outright two years ago. But he still gave us this one and left it when he was done. I hope it doesn’t show up on our cable bill as a rental. He also replaced my network card in my computer, even though it we owned that too. Oh well, apparently they’re making enough money off my by charging me for a service I haven’t been able to use in the past three weeks to give me free hardware. Apparently they’ve been doing some major line service and server migrations of their own and that’s causing a lot of problems right now. When he finally left, I still didn’t have internet access. He told me that the service lines were down and even when they came up, I’d still have to call in the new MAC address. After a couple of hours, when the lights on the new modem seemed to be stable (I don’t have a manual for this one, so I have to guess), I called the service number and after being on hold for 30 minutes, told the guy on the phone that I needed to update my MAC address. He says that’s not an option right now due to a problem with their system. I’m like, am I going to have to call again? He says he’ll write a trouble ticket as a reminder to do it later when the system is back up and running.
As of 8:00 last night, I still don’t have internet at my house. I haven’t tried since. I wonder what I’m paying that $50 for…