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LiveJournal Archive – 08/27/2003

I was in the lab this morning thinking about all the things I could write about and not deciding on anything in particular. I know that there are things I’d like to write out here that I’m not sure I want everyone in the world to read but I feel like I need to voice. I know there are a lot of people I know who read this and I don’t really want to air these issues with them. Some of them involve people who read this journal and I don’t want to embarass them. So instead, I’m just idly typing, pretending that I have something important to post.

The semester’s started again, there are students everywhere! It’s almost intollerable if it weren’t for the fact that so many of them are pleasing to watch. I think it’s genius that the new school year starts in summer. I find more and more that I really appreciate the beauty of women. I have no uncontrollable lustful desires, or unhealthy fascination with them. It’s just they’re so beautiful. And I’m not just talking about the ones that could pose for perfume or even in a Sears catalogue. I’m talking all of them, everyone has something beautiful about them. Maybe I’m getting older and appreciating more. Maybe I’m just desperately looking for beauty to ballance out my depressed, pessimistic outlook on life. I don’t know. Maybe I’m just obsessed with sex. Maybe I’m the one with the problem.

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