This week has slowed down to a crawl…

I think the stresses of last week and early this week have pretty much killed all motivation I may have had for the end of this week. Strangely enough, in the background, I have the urge and desire to do something, but in the foreground, I have the urge to stare into space and do abso-fucking-lutely nothing. I’ve been browsing games on Amazon wondering what I could possibly replace CoH with and I’ve come to the frightening suspicion that I may be outgrowing video games. I don’t want that to be true, but it almost looks like it. Nothing even piques my interest.

Fable, why did you have to be so much less than you promised. I loved you but you still fell short of amazing?

City of Heroes, why must you lack substance?

World of Warcraft, why do you cost so much now that I’ve already bought CoH?

I’ve been giving some thought to working on my D&D setting again. I’m going to start over again (yeah, I had like 6 pages before, big fucking deal) bu I’m goign to try to start more basic and work more methodically. I’m going to try to devlop a timeline first and then work out what is different between my world and Greyhawk. Then maybe even start running it before it’s completely fleshed out. I’d love to have a map done, but I get myself caught up in the fine details (I always do) and need to work with a larger brush. Maybe I should make the map with colors rather than actual shapes… hmm. I might be able to make a fairy good looking map in photoshop with layers and textures. I do like the Fractal Terrains program I have. Mind turning, thoughts working, ideas forming. There may be a new game world this year yet.